Something funny happens when you're going through hard shit in your life: life keeps going. (Surprise!) Both comforting + disorienting.
I've been hiding out, away from most of the people who love me. Thanks to feeling a huge amount of guilt, and avoidance of what I might feel as judgment. And, probably, because I do need to spend some time taking good care of myself.
Before we told people what's going on in our lives, there was this nice protective bubble around us 'cause no one really knew. I felt so strong + centered + grounded. And now, I feel totally exposed + vulnerable, trying to navigate a life in flux while dealing with people dealing with themselves dealing with this.
So... back to the breathing... trying to find my own space... being kind to myself the way I try to be to you + you + you...
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